What can I say?? I have finally lost all my fuel.?

Im expecting my BFP in about a week from now, (hopefully) for the ones that always get on here or is my contact i have been on here since Dec of 2008. I have decided that even if I do or don't get my BFP, I will be leaving the TTC section for good. I have not given up but just really have lost the energy and time to keep researching and gettin up on here everyday-allday. I wish you all the best in your journeys to conceive. I really do, so don't give up. Now to make this a question, how long have some of you been trying? I recently gave up smoking and drinking alcohol, before that I was trying while consuming so really none of those 12 months mattered. I guess. But anyways I wish all you LOTS of baby dust=) Please keep me in your prayers.